LET ME DO!

I think it isn't a good year for anybody...
It is full of new things, lots of desires... till here it sounds good, but it is not.
All this causes anxiousness and fear. At least, to me it is so.
I'm already tired of hearing what should I do, or what is even worse: "and now what are you going to do??"
Oh! Come on!!!! and you?? Or your life is perfect??
"how are you going to live?"... by now I think I don't need it... well... yes! I need it! of course! But I'm supposed to have some help for a time... or so I thought!
But, what is even more crazy is to hear words of help, of calmness, from the person that stresses me more.
I know what happens now, I know it because I've heard it many times already!
But in spite of all, I still want to fight!
By now I'm busy, I'm doing what I've decided to do, and I don't have time for more...
Let me think, and please, let me think on what I really want to do...
I'm doing so, I'm considering everything, I promise!! just... let me do by myself... Please!